craft shows got me bummed.

I'm a little bit bummed because all the spring craft shows are taking applications now and all the spring craft shows are scheleduled for one month before my due date. So I'll be eight months pregnant and if this pregnancy is anything like the last one I could deliver up to three weeks early. Sooooo....it's a little daunting to think ahead and come up with all the fees and apply when I don't even know what's going to be happening then. And if I didn't get accepted, well, I'm not sure my fragile mind could handle rejection right now. So I'm thinking I just shouldn't even try. Just wait a year or two. :( Will my dreams ever come true?

pregnant

I will be seven weeks pregnant tomorrow and I don't feel like doing anything. I have lost all motivation and inspiration. I just want to eat and sleep and not throw up. I know it will get better. I just pray that everything is going to be okay. Ofcourse God does not give us anything we can't handle. With Him I am strong.